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.# My True LOVE STORY

I love Jordan, I know he loves me too, but I have a secret I have always been keeping from him. He knows and pressurizes me to tell him. He promised it won’t make a difference, but I know it will certainly do.

 

What will make a young beautiful girl decide never to get married? Kate learnt a hard lesson while in Senior Secondary School and since then she had turned a new leaf, focussed on her career and dedicated her life unto God. she had completely ignored social life, men, relationship and even marriage. but five years later, she met Jordan, a young, handsome, rich and God fearing man who did everything possible to ensure he had her. He knew she had a terrible past and was determined to stand by her. But he did not know how terrible her past was hunting and haunting her. Will Jordan be able to set her free.

My True Love Story ….. telling you with tears.

 

MY TRUE LOVE STORY – Telling You With Tears.

 

 

 

 

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Just call me Kate, my agony started the day my friends in the hostel realized I was still a virgin. Then I was 18 and in grade 12. In the hostel, I shared a room with three other girls and classmates  – Janet who normally called me K.T, Sandra, who called me Katty and Linda.

 

“So what is the big deal?” I asked, knowing that there was no reason they should be laughing at me.

 

“No big deal Katty, only that you are still a girl” Sandra said.

 

“And you are mummies, right?” I asked back.

 

“We are ladies” Linda said

 

“Congratulations ladies,  keep on celebrating immorality, obsession, fornication and adultery” I said proudly.

 

“I love Man U. KT will do a dictionary, I’m enjoying those terms” Janet said

 

“Go on, we are enjoying it, we are celebrating nudity, pornography, ejaculation, sexycology and ….” Linda said and they all burst into laughter.

 

“I got angry, packed my books and moved out of the room.

 

“Are you angry Katty” Sandra said

 

“Hey, this girl!” Linda shouted after me.

 

“This virgin girl, your mummies are calling you” Linda continued, then I was some distance from the room and everybody in the hostel heard her. I ignored her and continued walking down towards the exit of the hostel.

“Virgin Kate” Linda shouted again, everybody in the hostel now focused attention on me. I got angry and returned to her

 

“Are you mad Linda? Till you will die, till you will decay, till you will perish in the hottest hell, never you, use those words for me again, you let everybody in the hostel be looking at me” I said

 

“Are you ashamed of being a virgin again? I think just now you said you are celebrating holiness and righteousness” She replied and everybody burst into laughter again

 

“K.T is celebrating virginity, but essh, don’t let anybody in the hostel heard” Janet whispered and everybody started laughing again.

 

“ Don’t mind them Katty, We won’t shout again” Sandra said and they all laughed.

 

I was confused; I hissed and walked out of the room. Sandra followed me.

 

 

 

“Don’t mind Linda, she is too wild” Sandra said

 

“Not her fault, she is just a little girl” I replied

 

“ But she is experienced” Sandra said.

 

“Experienced in immorality” I replied.

 

“But joke apart, Katty, you need a guy” Sandra said in a friendly tone.

 

“That is not what I come here to do”

 

“I agree, but everybody does it, why not you?

 

“Because, I am not everybody”

 

“I rest my case” Sandra said and together we went to the library.

It was during the dinner that Janet started the issue again.

 

“Men! I can’t believe Jackson is dead” Sandra said as she removed the ear-phone from her ears and settled down to her food. She had apparently been listening to a song of Michael Jackson’ her most favorite artiste.

 

“Let Jackson rest in his grave, what did you tell K.T when you followed her out this morning?” Janet asked.

 

“She said Linda is young, but I said she is experienced” Sandra replied.

 

“Who said I am young? May the devil punish them, I am your mum” Linda said harshly.

 

“Devil will punish you too” I replied

 

“May thunder strike the mouth that says I am young, you better come for lesson and let me take you there” Linda said.

 

“Take her where? Janet asked

 

“She knows, if she doesn’t come to us, she won’t get there” Linda said

 

“You won’t get there too” I replied

 

“Come let me take you there or you will never get there”

 

“You will never get there” I said sharply

She laughed. “ I had been there since grade 9, If you are not careful you won’t be there till 40″

 

“You won’t be there till 50″ I said.

 

“She had been there since 12” Sandra said.

 

“If not 8” Janet said and everybody laughed.

 

“I know everything your mum knows” Linda said.

I got angry “Never you talk to my mum again, idiot” I said left the table, packed my books and moved out.

 

“You don’t follow her” Janet said to Sandra.

 

 

My friends kept mounting pressure on me. At first I was strongly determined not to succumb to their pressure. Later as the pressure increased I decided to listen to Sandra’s advice.

 

“You don’t need to have sex with guys, but you can’t do without them” Sandra has said that to me on many occasions.

 

“You can always keep a boyfriend and still maintain your virginity”

 

“But it is not easy” I would tell her

 

“Not easy if you don’t know the logic” she would reply

 

“You can keep the logic” I would say again

 

 

 

 

In one of those days that we sat down at the back of the school dormitory, reading under the street light, she had suddenly called me.

 

“Katty! Should I introduce you to a friend?”

 

“Haven’t I got enough?” I asked back.

 

“I mean a friend you will always love to be with” Sandra said.

 

“Somebody not as troublesome as you are” I said

 

“Katty, I am serious, somebody that will touch your mind and soul, somebody that you can always confide in, somebody that you will remember and smile”

 

“Enough of these sweet words. Are boys that precious?” I asked

“They might not, but there is always one for every girl. If you meet your soul mate, it is like you have met your saviour”

 

“That is interesting, and you have known my soul mate? I asked her

 

“I am talking of a boy who is very handsome, brilliant, rich gentle, friendly, charming …..”

 

“Hold it” I said “ If I don’t stop you I know you won’t stop, you just want me to be like you, to lose my virginity at 15″ I said and Sandra got angry.

 

“What is the meaning of that nonsense?” She asked angrily, packed her books and started walking towards the hostel.

 

I knew I had wronged her. Sandra was my only true friend. I knew she truly loved me and I didn’t want to offend her, so I followed her.

 

“I am sorry Sandra” I said.

 

“Don’t worry” she said and continued walking without looking at me.

 

“I am sorry, I am very sorry” I repeated.

 

“Indeed, I have heard you” she replied.

 

“So let’s go back and finish our discussion” I said

 

She stopped and looked at me. She thought for few seconds and then slowly turned back. After we have settled down she broke the silence.

 

“Listen Katty, I will introduce you to Floyd, just as a friend. If you like him, go out with him, if you don’t just forget about it”

 

“Alright I think there is no harm in that, let me meet him first” I said.

“But there was a lot of harm in that discussion, because since that day, I started thinking about Floyd. I started imagining myself going out with him. A handsome, brilliant, rich and caring Floyd as Sandra has described him.

 

 

 

There was a day I slept and had a dream that Floyd was a Minister’s son. So we were together in the State’s Secretariat, he took me to different offices and we visited different Commissioners, after that we went to the beach, he taught me how to swim and I taught him how to skip the rope then I fell into the sand of the beach. As I called him to lift me up, I woke up. I just saw my roommates laughing. Linda and Janet were awake, reading in the room and when I shouted Floyd’s name in the dream, I shouted it out to the real world and they all heard.

 

“You have been dreaming of a boy Kate” Linda said rather than asking.

 

“Don’t mind her, K.T, tell me about Floyd, he did that thing to you, right?” Janet asked and the two of them laughed again.

 

I was ashamed and annoyed. I hissed.

 

“You better mind your own business” I said.

 

“And you are pretending as if you hate guys” Linda said.

 

“No, no, K.T hates real guys, but she loves the boys in the dream” Janet said.

 

“So the name of your boyfriend is Floyd” Linda said again not asking.

 

“No, oh! Floyd is not her boyfriend, he is her dream boy” Janet replied her.

 

I decided not to answer them again and continued my sleep.

 

 

When I finally met Floyd, it was as if I had achieved the greatest success of my life. Floyd did not come short of my expectation. He was very handsome, more handsome than Sandra has described him. He looked very neat and corporate and he spoke very good and fluent English. He spoke very softly and I was sure his voice would even be softer on phone, especially at night.

 

 

“Hi, my name is Floyd, I am sure I am talking with Kate” he said

 

“Sure” I replied.

 

“Your friend has told me a lot about you only that she didn’t tell me you are this beautiful and I had for long been wishing to meet you and now I will write today down in my diary and I am sure I will celebrate it more than my birthday” he said

 

“Why?” I asked.

 

“Of course, the day you meet your angel should be the most important day in your life”

 

From there we started a long discussion. We exchanged our phone numbers and he promised to call me that night.

 

“Do you receive night calls?” he asked.

 

“I will receive yours” I replied.

 

That very night he called me.

 

“Hi, do you know why I woke you up?” he asked.

 

“Tell me, I might not know” I replied.

 

“Because, when we met in the morning there are some things I didn’t tell you” he said,

 

“You forgot?” I asked

 

“No, but love sound cooler at night” he said.

 

“So what are those things?” I asked

 

“I didn’t tell you how beautiful you are, I didn’t tell you how crazy I am going about you, I didn’t tell you I have never met anybody that warmed my heart the way you did. Should l tell you now?”

 

I allowed him to tell me, and he kept talking while I listened almost throughout the night, I missed my sleep but I enjoyed my conversation with him.

 

 

 

 

Floyd showed me the lover world. Though I stayed in the hostel but my movement was not restricted. Every weekend we visited  many places. Many places I have never imagined exist. I met his friends, they all liked me, and my friends too liked him and are  even jealous of me. He told me he was made for me and I  for him. He told me he knew everything about me. He said he could distinguish my footsteps along the corridor from that of any person, he could smell me if I am around without being told. He said without being  with  me he knew what I would be doing, what I would be thinking and where I could be. He told me I am his strongest weapon  and his most valuable asset.

 

 

 

One day when he made his usual night call I decided to test him.

 

“Floyd, you said you can always see me anytime you close your eyes” I reminded him

 

“Yes can’t you see me too?” he asked.

“Now close your eyes and tell me what  I am doing now”

 

“Of course you are making call. You are talking with your boyfriend, I mean your best friend, that is, your soul mate, your God-sent, your angel.” he replied.

 

I smiled. Anybody would say that.

 

“Before I started making the call what did I do last?”

 

“Sure, you were sleeping. You have certainly eaten your dinner, read your books for a while and slept before I woke you up.” he got it, but they were mere facts of common sense.

 

“So what did I eat as dinner and which book did I read before sleeping.”

 

“Today is Tuesday, your dinner is rice and beans with plantain, and you love solving mathematics before sleeping”.

 

He got the two but I remembered I have shown him our food roaster before, though, I didn’t expect him to cram it.

 

“What is the color of the cloth I am wearing” I asked fully sure he won’t get it.

 

“I know you love pink, but you won’t wear it to sleep. you are certainly wearing a black vest” he replied. He got it and I was surprised.

 

“Okay, a friend of mine is sleeping beside me, who is she?” I asked

 

“She can be any of Janet, Sandra or Linda, but I guess she is Sandra”

 

He got that too.

 

“Did I miss any of your questions?” He asked

 

“No” I replied.

 

“Then let me ask one myself too” he said

 

“I am listening” I replied

 

“What did I eat last night?” He asked.

 

I knew I have no idea.

 

“Bread and egg” I gambled.

 

“Can you trust me my loving angel? You missed it”

 

“So what is it?”

 

“Bean porridge” He replied “Should I asked another question?” He continued.

 

“No need” I answered

 

“So can you see that you don’t take me as important as I take you?” He said

 

“No, I take you very, very important”

 

“Are you sure?”

 

“Yes”

 

“Then tell me you love me” he demanded

 

“I want to sleep, I will tell you seven times and I will terminate the call” I replied

 

“Make it twelve” he said

 

“Okay, do you have any other thing to say?” I asked

 

“No” he replied

“Okay, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.” I said and terminated the call.

 

 

 

 

Sandra promised to teach me the trick to date boys without having sex with them, but none of those tricks worked for Floyd, perhaps because I was deeply in love with him. I believed sex is one of those ways to show my love for him. He has satisfied me with everything I wanted, and I did not see any harm in giving him his own satisfaction too. Besides, my friends have told me how exciting and pleasurable love making could be and I was very eager to experience it. Also I felt my virginity should be broken by a man who I truly love and that is no other person but Floyd. Truly, I loved Floyd.

He stared deeply at me; I wasn’t sure what he was looking at in me.

 

“What is the problem?” I asked.

 

“There is no problem. I am looking at your beauty” he replied. He moved close to me and lifted me up.

 

“I love you” he whispered.

 

He held my two hands and started kissing me. I stuck closer to him. He ran his fingers through my body; I felt a burning sensation through the whole of my body. Then he carried me and put me on the bed. I knew what was coming, but I did not put any resistance. That was the experience I had longed for. That was the day I had been waiting for, the day somebody will turn me to a woman. Somebody I love, somebody like Floyd.

 

But that was the greatest mistake of my life. He did it, though I enjoyed it but immediately I had a feeling of guilt. It appeared to me something in me was lost. Something I have power to keep. An irreparable damage has been done and immediately, I started weeping. Floyd could not understand the reason I cried. He felt it was pains.

 

But that was not the major harm done, what followed was pathetic and unfortunate. Few weeks after, I realized I was pregnant!

 

I told Sandra and she was shocked.

 

“Katty, this is a serious problem” she said. But I didn’t see it as serious for I had always believed in Floyd.

 

“Why? I had not told Floyd” I said.

 

“And if you tell him, what did you think he will do?”

 

“I don’t know, but I am sure he will come up with a solution” I replied.

 

“Is there any other solution than abortion?” Sandra asked, but when she realized I was relaxed myself she tried to change the topic.

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I have a news for you, but it is not a good one” I told Floyd as he was about to enter his room.

 

“What is the news? Should I guess? He asked”

 

“Yes, you said you know a lot about me, now tell me what has happened to me” I asked.

 

He suddenly looked serious “What has happened to you or what did you say? Has anything happened to you?”

 

“Yes, if you know me very well tell me what has happened to me” I asked again

 

“I don’t think I am getting you right Kate; just don’t tell me you are pregnant”

“You are exceptional Floyd, now I know you always see me when you close your eyes and that is exactly what happened”

 

“Stop kidding baby, you better tell me your mission here, you don’t use to visiting me around this time”

 

I was surprised.

 

“But I am serious Floyd” I said

 

“You are serious about what?”

 

“That I am pregnant”

 

“What nonsense are you telling me?” Floyd replied

 

“You are the one telling nonsense. Are you not the one responsible for the pregnancy? I asked angrily.

 

“You are a fool. So you didn’t ask your friends how they do it before you started doing it. How many of them do you see carrying stupid pregnancy about? I thought you are matured as you claimed to be. I don’t know you are a rummy dummy”.

 

Then he put his hand in his pocket and took out some amount of money.

 

“Take and go wash away your unfortunate first born” he said and started going.

 

I looked at him surprisingly. I started crying.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Men! I can’t believe Jackson is dead” Sandra said as she removed earphone from her ear and suddenly saw me crying softly at one corner of the room.

“Katty, what is the problem? She asked and I told her what Floyd did.

 

“That’s bad. I can never think Floyd can do that. Don’t worry, I will take you to my sister’s boyfriend, he is a doctor and knows very well how to do it”

 

“How to do what?” I asked

 

“Abortion or what again?” Sandra said.

 

“Abortion! My God!” I said and started crying again, and then Janet and Linda entered.

 

“I love Man U. Look! K.T. is crying” Janet said.

 

“What is the problem, Kate?” Linda asked.

 

“Nothing” I managed to answer.

 

Which kind nothing? And your eyes are red like this” Linda said.

 

“You better talk now and let them help you” Janet advised.

 

Abi o, o je jewo bo se nse e ka fona han e” Linda said in her native tongue.

 

“What did you say?” I asked.

 

“She said she loves Manchester United” Janet answered.

 

“Better” I replied.

 

“She said you better open up and let her take you to where she used to do it” Janet said confidently.

 

I hissed and walked out of the room. Sandra followed me.

I agreed with Sandra to have the abortion but I was too scared to do it while in school, so I decided to wait till the end of the term that I would travel with Sandra to her sister’s place where she assured me I could have the abortion and rested for a week before going home. I have prepared the story I was going to tell my parents. Though Sandra warned me that the latter it becomes the more risky it would be, yet I insisted on not doing it till the holiday time.

 

One Friday evening I was in the room with Janet and Linda when Sandra came in with ear piece in her ears.

 

“Men,  I can’t ….” Sandra started.

 

“You can’t believe Jackson is dead” we all helped her to complete her usual statement.

 

“No, that is not what I wanted to say” Sandra protested.

 

“What else will you want to say” Linda asked

 

“Maybe she wanted to say men! I can’t believe K.T is pregnant” Janet said.

 

I was shocked. Linda started laughing, Sandra hissed, I started crying.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

That day I agreed with Sandra and the abortion was carried out the following day. It was done on a Saturday morning. Sandra took me to that her so-called brother in-law and after the abortion she took me back. Hardly did we alight from the cab that took us back to school that I fainted. I woke up to find myself in the school clinic.

 

I was given proper treatment in the clinic. The doctor tested me and discovered I had just had an abortion. It was reported to the school authority. Immediately I was discharged, the principal gave me a letter to my parents. The content of the letter stipulated that I must not return to school until my parents have come to see the school principal. Both parents were invited.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I got home, my father was surprised to see me and when I gave him the letter he was more surprised. My mother was scared.

 

“What did you do?” my father asked.

 

“Nothing” I replied

 

“How can you tell me nothing” he said again.

 

“Such letters were given to all grade 12 students, I guess it has to do with our coming final exam” I lied.

 

Then my parents were relieved. The following day, they followed me to the school.

 

 

 

 

My action generated a lot of reaction in the school. That was when the school authority noticed that the hostel students have not been properly monitored. Two staff in charge of the hostel were sacked and two security officers were suspended. The principal was also accused of not discharging her duty properly, so by the time my parent visited her, she was already bitter.

 

“Good day, you are the parents of this useless girl” she said pointing to me.

 

“We are her parents. What did she do?” my mother requested.

 

“Well she sneaked out of the hostel on Saturday and was brought back to school almost dead” she replied.

 

“What! Where did she go to? My mother asked disappointedly, looking at me.

 

“Only God knows. She was rushed to our clinic and there she was tested to have performed an abortion” the principal replied.

 

“Oh my God!” my mother shouted.

 

“Kate do you want to kill us?” my father asked, by then I had been crying.

 

“And you got home lying to us that our invitation is based on your coming exams. Can’t you talk?” my mother shouted. I kept crying.

 

“Kate” she shouted again.

 

“No, no, no. This is not a place for shouting, you can be shouting at her when you get home” the principal said.

 

“This girl has disappointed me” my father said.

 

“Well that is not the major reason I have called you” the principal said and everybody kept quiet.

 

“First I want to inform you that the school authority has decided to expel her from the school”

 

I was shocked. I almost fainted.

 

“Ma …..” my father wanted to plead.

 

“No, no. You can’t say anything to that. The decision has already been finalized.

 

“Just listen to him” my mother suggested.

 

-“I have no time listening to any stupid words” the principal replied.

My mother got angry.

 

“Madam, you lack manner. How can you be talking to a parent like that? Who is saying stupid words?” she shouted at the principal.

 

“You are crazy” the principal replied.

 

My mother stood up angrily but my father held her down.

 

“Do you want to beat me?” The principal asked.

 

“Leave her, it is not her fault. It is our daughter’s fault” my father said to my mother.

 

“But madam, what is the essence of putting her in the hostel if you cannot monitor her movement” my father asked the principal.

 

“What kind of question is that, am I to be policing her everywhere?

 

“Can’t you? Why are we paying the hostel fee? A teenage girl is put under your care and you are telling us she got pregnant, sneaked out of the school and carried out abortion. Then what are you monitoring?” My father asked.

 

“Is it her life that I come here to monitor or is it my husband that impregnated her?”

 

“Keep quiet, you are useless” my mother shouted.

 

“You are the one that is useless, go and train your child. Like mother like daughter” the principal replied.

 

“The most important reason I called you is that our test indicated that the abortion was not properly done and that it had damaged her womb” the principal said and everybody got alerted including me.

 

“What does that mean” my mother asked in a low tone”

 

“It means she can never had children in her life”

 

“Yoo!” my mother shouted. My father stood still. The principal took her leave. I fainted.

 

 

 

 

 

I was rushed to a hospital outside the school compound. While in the hospital, my parents went to the school to park my properties. After leaving the hospital I have to face the reality of life. My father talked to me with fatherly care. He told me I had disappointed him and betrayed the trust he had in me. I apologized sincerely. At the end of the discussion he accepted my apology and encouraged me to forget the past and focus on my future. Though it was a difficult thing, I decided to completely erase the memory of the past.

 

From that day I decided to turn a new leaf. I decided to shun every form of social life and face my studies. I re-registered for the school certificate exam the following year and passed and gained admission to a University.

 

 

Life was absolutely different in the University. I decided to face just two things-my studies and my spiritual life. Not only did I concentrate on the two, I shunned all other things. I absolutely shunned social life. Throughout my University years, I did not attend a single party. I had no friend, not even my course mates or my fellowship members. I lived a very quiet and lonely life. If I was not in my room, I would be in the class. If I was not in the class, I would be in the fellowship. I did not miss a single lecture, nor have any reason not to follow my personal studying schedule. Also spiritually, I ensured I did not miss any fellowship programme, and I dedicated quite a substantial time for private fasting and praying.

 

Throughout my University years, I hardly go home. I stayed in the school to live my quiet life, even during holidays. But the whole story changed during my final year when I met Jordan, a lecturer in the university and a member of my fellowship.

 

 

 

 

Jordan was a young, rich, handsome and friendly man. He had his first degree in theatre art in a University in England and returned to South Africa for his Master’s Degree. While doing his Master’s Degree course, he had already produced three films that really hit the market. Jordan also had a film marketing company and run some T.V programmes. At a young age of 28, he had been very successful. He has built his own house, has three registered companies and drove a Jeep.

But despite Jordan’s wealth; he was very humble and religious. He played with everybody and respected everybody’s opinion. Apart from his outfit that might be a little expensive and for the fact that he drove an expensive jeep, if you see him in the midst of other fellowship members, you could never imagine that he was a millionaire.

 

Not only Jordan’s wealth and humility that made him unique, he was also very intelligent and very handsome. Jordan was averagely tall, a little muscular, dark and shine with a baby face. He has coiled hair, oval face with pointed nose. His teeth were snow white and he has a fantastic way of smiling that was seductive. He used to wear contact lenses and that made his eyeballs inviting. He usually wore expensive suits, which look very cute on his body, and when he dressed down his muscles always reveal his beauty. The sweet smell of his expensive perfumes was another reason to always want to be around him.

 

So after finishing his Masters Degree course and was giving a part-time lecturing job in the university, quite a number of the girls among his students confessed to have had a crush on him. Some even admitted they have fallen in love with him.

 

I first had a conversation with him in my final year in the university when the final year students of my fellowship acted a drama. I played a significant role in the drama and I knew myself that I had acted very well. After the drama, Jordan called me and told me I acted very well. He encouraged me to join the fellowship drama group which he was the coordinator. I agreed and I joined. Being a member of the drama group, I had more opportunity to be closer to Jordan; I knew him more and liked him more.

 

After my final examination, I decided to stay in school till I defended my final year project. The day after my final exam I went to the store to buy some groceries and some household materials. During the examination, I had been living on junk foods, many of my clothes are dirty and a lot of things needed to be re-arranged. So after coming back, I decided to tidy up my house, I quickly ate bread and butter, then I washed all my clothes and bed sheets. I washed my plates and tidied up my room. By the time I finished, it was going to evening time, so I just drank tea, rested for a little time and then started cooking. By the time I finished cooking, it was almost eight O’clock in the evening. I decided to take my dinner and go straight to bed. But hardly did I set the table for dinner that my phone rang. It was Jordan

 

”’Hello kate! Jordan is speaking’

 

”Good evening sir, I’ve seen your number”

 

“Good evening, how were your exams?”

 

“Very fine sir”

 

“I guess you are through with your papers now” he said

 

“Yes sir” I replied

 

“Congratulations, you are now a university graduate”

 

“Thank you sir”

 

“When are you travelling home?” he asked

 

“Not now, not until after my project defense”

 

“O.K. So what did you plan to do tomorrow evening?” he asked

 

“Nothing, nothing really for now” I replied.

 

“So will you like to have a dinner with me?” he asked.

 

His request caught me off guarded.

 

“Em, em ……” I did not know what to say. “Sir, why, I mean, I don’t understand what you are saying” I replied confused.

 

“Kate, I am inviting you for a dinner tomorrow evening. Will you be available?”

 

“Yes, I think I will. When, where?” I asked, not very sure if I had given the best response.

 

“Tomorrow, by seven in the evening at the City Inn” he replied.

 

“O.K, I have heard” I replied

 

“Alright, thanks. I will be expecting you”

 

“You are welcomed” I replied.

 

“Thanks again Kate and have a very sweet dream” he said and terminated the call.

 

 

 

I stood motionlessly for some seconds, staring at my phone. Jordan has just invited me for a date. I did not know what to even think about, why he had picked on me and what to tell him. Gradually, I dropped the phone on the bed, fell on the bed and closed my eyes.

 

 

 

 

 

The following day, I had dressed up as early as six O’clock watching the clock. I put on a pink evening gown with a pink shoe and carried a bag that matched. I ensured my make ups are not too heavy but very attractive. I set out exactly 6:30 p.m.

I got to the City Inn ten minutes earlier than scheduled and waited patiently for Jordan. I have never being to the inn before. It was classical. Maybe that was why a restaurant in the city was named Inn. Jordan arrived exactly 7:00 p.m. I spotted him immediately he got out of his jeep and immediately I saw him, I missed a heartbeat.

 

Jordan was wearing a tuxedo with a bow tie. He put on a pair of Italian Gucci shoes and a Jacques Leman wrist watch that was glittering in the semi darkness of the inn.

 

“You got here before me” he said as he sat down at my table.

 

“Welcome, you are here on time. I’ve been a little earlier”

 

“You still scored more points on punctuality than me. How has your day being?”

 

“Very fine”

 

Jordan stood up and ordered for food. After some minutes we were busy eating. We made little discussion during the meal, and I caught him occasionally making some glances at me.

 

While we were eating the strawberry tart dessert, he started the man issue he invited me for. He didn’t talk much, but that day I couldn’t concentrate. I could not pick most of what he said but one statement I did not miss was when he said “Kate, I love you, I want you to be my girlfriend.”

That statement did not surprise me. I guessed all other things he had been saying too were to polish that. That was exactly what I expected him to say, but it seemed I was not prepared for it. I looked at his eyes; I could see genuineness in it. I knew he was a very rich and caring young man. I knew he truly loved me and I knew I would be very comfortable with him, but then I remembered my past. Certainly, Jordan would not just be looking for a girlfriend; he would be looking for a wife. But I couldn’t be a wife. Before wedding, I am sure Jordan would insist on medical test and the test would reveal my past.

Why has my past decided to hunt me now? Why did it hit me where it hurt most? How I wished I were just like any other lady, the day would have been my happiest moment. I had decided to forget about men, but I never imagined I was going to meet a man that cannot be ignored, a man that would be every woman’s dream, a man like Jordan. I kept quiet.

 

He stared at me, I stared back. He looked very handsome. I wished I could say yes, but my condition would not permit me. Then tears started dropping from my eyes. Jordan was shocked; he couldn’t understand why I was crying.

 

“Why Kate, I don’t mean to hurt you”

 

I wish I could stop, but I couldn’t. The tears continued dropping more; everybody in the inn knew I was crying. Jordan stood up from his seat and moved near me. He took out his handkerchief and whipped my tears, but the more he did that the more the tears kept flowing.

 

“But are you crying because of what I told you?” He asked.

 

“No,” I replied.

 

“Then tell me why you cry” he asked. I kept crying. Jordan was confused

 

“Weep away your tears please, and stop crying” he said.

 

I tried to do both.

 

“Why are you crying, Kate?”  he asked.

 

“Don’t worry Uncle Jordan” I replied.

 

“Please make it Jordan” he said. “I must know the reason you cry” he added.

 

“Don’t worry, it has nothing to do with you” I replied.

 

“It doesn’t matter. You never can tell, I may be able to help you”

 

“You can’t help me” I said.

 

“Listen Kate, I am sure it has to do with me or at least with what I told. You won’t just start crying without a reason and I promise you, if I cannot help you, I can’t add to your problem, so why not tell me”.

 

I remained quiet.

 

“Kate you don’t need to hide anything from me. See me as a friend. A friend you can trust, a friend you can lean on, a friend that will always be ready to share your joy and your agony. A friend that will remain a friend in time of success and failure, in time of happiness and sorrow, in time of excess and scarcity, in time like this” Jordan paused and looked at my face

 

“Please tell me Kate” he pleaded   “Are you telling me? He asked. I shook my head to mean no.

 

“But why Kate? I promise you, you won’t regret telling me. It won’t make me hate you or disrespect you. It won’t reduce my love for you. Tell me Kate, it won’t make a difference”.

 

I thought for a while. He said it won’t make a difference. Should I tell him? Won’t it really make a difference? Won’t it make a difference if you tell the man that wants to marry you that you are no longer a virgin? Maybe not. Won’t it make a difference if you tell him you had had an abortion before? Maybe, maybe not. Won’t it make a difference if you tell him you can never have children in your life? Certainly, it will make a difference. I kept crying…….

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